Saturday, January 1, 2011 @ 12:15 AM
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Hey readers, how did you celebrate your New Year? With friends? Loved ones? Family? Well, to those who celebrate it alone because your partner has to work, you're not alone baby, you're not alone. Yes, my boyfriend has to work as well. Sigh ):
2010 has been a bad year for me but instead of mourning over it, i'd seriously like to thank it for letting me face through many different kinds of challenges. Challenges that I too, foresee, it coming in 2011. Like they say, you have to fail to succeed. You have to get hurt to learn to love. You have to fall to discover your strength of getting yourself back up on your own two feet.
My main highlight for this year was Beng. He made such a great impact in my life. It was tough with him, I swear. I regret almost everything that we shared but only I understood that he truly loved me. Only thing was he didn't know how to show it. Nonetheless, being with him taught me patience and he did pass on a little bit of wisdom to me.
Other than that, the fact that I withdraw from my course in NYP earlier this year. And because of that, I lost a handful of awesome friends. But people come and go. I've lost a couple of friends, I've made a few new ones. Life revolves around us like that. But there are these 3 people that has made a difference in my life.
Nahar Tan, Remeber how we met? Haha, it was the MOST memorable night ever. Having to meet you and your friends were awesome. But having to get to know you better, you somehow taught me to see things in a different way. You're so optimistic, patient and kind, despite your hearing disability. I look up to you, Nahar. Your passion-driven soul is somehow my inspiration (:
Salihan Abu Bakar,From a friend, to a best friend, to a true friend and now a brother. You never disappoint me. You never fail to be there for me. You never left my side. Easy to say, i've never had a friend like you. You protect me like your sister. Never would I thought, my best friend is my ex's cousin who used to hate me cause he thinks im a horrible minah. HAHAHA! I love you ((:
Last but not least, Hafizzuddin.You have entered my life. You left and then you entered again. I never thought i'd end up with you! I still remember our first date, waaaaay back. You told me you were so shy tapi end up berbual macam kenal dah bertahun gitu. Hahaha, those times...
I've tolerated so many of your nonsense. But you always have a way of making me cool down and I don't know what is it that you do that makes me so patient with you. I was never patient with my exs ya know? Sigh. Kau black magic aku ke? Ngehehehe, okay joking. Okay, tak kelakar.
Today is our first ever monthsary. Teehee, so amateur eh? But nevermind.
Looking forward to 2011, with you by my side.
I love you.