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Friday, January 28, 2011 @ 10:00 PM
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The fact that you showed me your true colours even before we were in a relationship and I was able to accept, made me wanna be with you. And I never got tired of meeting you. Sometimes I feel that you're my biggest mistake ever made but then again, it seemed like you're a mistake worth making. I always wondered if you really loved me. I always wondered if you realized the sacrifices i've done for you, the things i've done for you.

You never showed you cared. But on the 26th january, you told me about your ex gf. What happened between you and her, in details. I could see that you were somehow still upset about that matter, even if it was 3-4 years down the road. Then you said...


Him: Tapi I ada date dengan perempuan2 lain lah these past years.
Me: Abeh you tak pernah ke terfikir nak go further dengan dorang?
Him: Tanak ah (slightly frowning and shrugged it off)
Me: Beh asal dengan I you nak pulak?
Him: Sebab you never give up on me. Tak senang nak cari perempuan yang boleh tahan dengan perangai I.

I wanted to cry, I swear.
It was spontaneous, sincere and honest.
I love you, Hafizuddin.
You put up with me at my very worst and I thank you for that.




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