Saturday, August 7, 2010 @ 12:20 PM
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This picture is making me cry. Kind of telling like, "If you're happy then i'm happy." But of course in my heart i'd be cursing and swearing all the meanest things bitches come out with. Sigh, I can't deny that i'm happy now being single but at the same time, Bear & I are in a very confused state right. It was a WHOLE LOT of misunderstanding and I was being too...sensitive? I don't know, I feel that he was the one not giving a single thought to our relationship.
Ibu is making a lot of changes to this house. We were having breakfast together. I cooked Nasi Lemak, heh. So yeah, we were having breakfast and as per normal, after every meal, we would pour out our green tea kuaci and start nibbling on it, while talking about random things. We jumped into the topic of raya and what we're gonna serve, what kueh are we gonna bake, the decorations and all.
Cause for my house, every year when guests come, we won't cook hari raya food. Cause, you go EVERY house it's the same old rendang and lontong and ayam masak merah and sambal goreng. So, we decided to serve finger foods with spaghetti or something not common. So-called cuci mulut you know? Plus, it saves us all the hassle. And surprisingly, this year ibu semangat nak pakai sama colour. Different designs lah but all same colour (:
LIME GREEN!
I somehow have a feeling that this year's raya is gonna be a blast. Although nenek isn't staying opposite my block anymore. I really miss going to that house and seeing all of my relatives there, eating together and laughing at the old times. And then after going to nenek's house, all of them would come over to mine since it's near. Nenek, I miss you =,) I've been a huge sinner this year and well, I think we should salam and do the apologies first before putting on make-up, know what I mean?