Saturday, July 3, 2010 @ 11:16 PM
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In life, decisions are always made. You know you're always afraid you might make the wrong decision although it may seem like the right one, yes? But for my case, I was too stubborn to listen to anyone. Many have warned me but I hindered every single advice and I know that I am somehow gonna regret it one way or another.
What's life without taking risks aye?
I've been keeping a lot from people/friends. They don't know anything and they assume they know everything. So before you conclude the situation i'm in, don't you dare spread a word. It was supposed to be our 3rd month together yesterday. Perhaps everything that has happened was a blessing in disguise. Maybe he wasn't the right guy anyway. His love was strong only for a moment. Yes, my name tattooed on his wrist but that don't mean a thing now.
I know that after tonight, he's gonna regret and ask for me to come back to him. But i'm through with this. I'm sick of all of this. This isn't the first time i'm saying this, I admit. Some people might say, "Ala, cakap je. Nanti tau2 patah balik dengan dia." This past week, I didn't meet him at all and it has opened the door for me to slowly let go of him.
Here I am crying and he's prolly out there enjoying himself with his friends. It's time for me to step forward, stand up on my own and be strong. Well, who doesn't love an independent woman? I know he'll regret. Cause I can bet, no one can ever love and take care of him like I did all this while.
Goodbye my love.