Wednesday, July 7, 2010 @ 2:21 AM
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HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BABY!
I'm sorry I made you cry when I texted you the time I was with ahbeng. You know I don't mean it right? Even though we got distant before, it felt different when you totally ignored my apologies. I felt as if I really lost someone. I know we've had conflicts, but that's just human nature. Humans make mistakes and you apologized. You ADMIT your mistake and apologized sincerely. It broke my heart (like seriously) when you hugged me and cried (the time I went to your house). I still fell guilty and am truly sorry.
I'm glad we were able to work our differences, you & I both know that we've been through the hardest kind of love. The shits we have been through although I must say, yours was worse. Everybody was against my relationship with him but you were there to support me because I was happy. Everybody only saw the tears and anger I had with him, but you saw the smiles. That's where we're similar. A person can be so wrong in so many ways, in other people's eyes but we choose to see the little things that makes us happy.
You have been meeting USELESS guys. Yes, those guys that have been treating her wrong, I fucking DESPISE you and as long as you have made her miserable, you'll forever be on my top few enemies. She deserves someone who stoop the same level as her. Who the fuck you guys think you are messing with her feelings like *snap fingers*?
Aku doa2 kau panjang umur and sentiasa healthy. Fuck to those who says you are getting fatter lah. Kau TAK gemuk okay? Live a happy life. You're beautiful, so don't rush anything. I hope everything in life goes well for you. Of course not perfect, still expect downs but not as much. Please don't fall for the wrong guy and babe, I really want you to move on. Stop looking back into the past (well, look who's talking. Haha, cakap orang tapi diri sendiri look back at the past). Even if he breaks up with her, I don't want you to go back to him. You should know who i'm talking about.
Enough said,
Happy 19th birthday.
Sincerely, Nana.
P.S. Remember to clean up that closet of yours. And let's plan a short getaway trip, this time for real.