Monday, July 5, 2010 @ 2:15 AM
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Haha, such a long time ago picture omg. It made me smile though (:
Sometimes, things happen for a reason. They either give you the brighter side or leave you in total darkness. Either one, you still went through it. It's like going into a really dark tunnel. Everyone tells you it's dangerous and there were rumors that there might be treasure. So then you start thinking...
"Will I find the treasure and get out alive or die inside or not find anything inside etc?"
Oh, go to hell, i'm still going in. You were willing to take the risk cause a part of you tells you that you should just go grab the treasure, and that it exists. You went through so many obstacles that came in your way. You were scarred here and there but you refuse to stop, you keep on going. Along the way, despite the painful obstacles, you picked up a few gems that were laid on the ground and that motivated you to find the treasure with such burning passion.
Then you came to the other end of the tunnel. Everybody was already there waiting for you. You came out only with a few gems which didn't cost as much. All they did was give snobbish looks after seeing your shirt all torn and some parts of you scarred and bleeding. Most of them said, "I told you so." You might feel embarassed of yourself at first cause you refused to listen and this is what you get for not doing so.
BUT...
Now you could say, "I tried my best. I gave it a chance, did you?"
Dear God, please give Zolkipli the strength to change for the better. Open his heart into replenishing himself and guide him through the dark tunnels he has to go through in his life. You're the only one who can hear me now. Please distract him from even thinking of going back to the way he was before he met me. God, I wish to ask you of a favour which is to fulfill this prayer of mine. Jodohkan dia dengan seseorang gadis yang sempurna. Amin.
Goodnight everyone.