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Friday, June 4, 2010 @ 1:29 AM
* Love can bring out the worst in people
Everybody gets jealous at times. For me, it's mainly because of the insecurities we have towards ourselves. A girl can be uber gorgeous but she will still get jealous if her man were to eye on another girl.

Yes, confession. I get jealous very easily. I normally don't choose to show it, well, cause of my ego. But it kills me inside, seriously. I can't stand it when my man looks at another girl, complimenting that she's pretty/sexy/gorgeous/mampat. I seriously can't stand it. In my mind, "Am I not good enough for you?"

PREDICTABLE REPLY would be,
"See only what, not as if I can get her."
"God created beauty, just admiring god's creation."

It's cause I know that there is someone out there better than me. Whom might deserve you more than I do. When I look at the potential in you getting the past girls that you've had something on with, I get insecure. They're very pretty, I must say. If you can get them, you can definitely find one better than me..

But then I think again. Why is it that you always cheated on them. You never lasted with them. Why is it me, the girl with so many flaws, that you really want to be with? My name on your wrist. You REFUSING to let me go. Why me? Why is it me that you love me so much?

It's a good thing that you do.
BUT it has turned you into a monster.

A possessive, controlling, over-protective monster. I've lost almost everything in my life. But you get jealous so easily. It's not as if I have done something to make you not trust me. It's you that has been betraying and hurting me all this while, NOT me. So what did I do to deserve all this from you?

Both of us are fire. And both of us have HUGE ego. Fire's fighting with fire, all we gonna get is a bigger fire. You always said that you were afraid that i'd go to someone better and leave you. If I were to really do that, why would I stick to you? Contradicting that you always compliment yourself as cute and can get girls anytime you want.

Yeah, it's true. But who's the girl who loves you for who you are and NOT for what you have? I pestered you to take the train with me, you refuse to. And then I realized that those girls out there will never beat me in one thing. My patience and love towards you. But then again, patience has it's limits. Patience is running low, don't make me lose control.

I just wish you would understand.
*Wishing so hard*




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