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Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 10:29 AM
* A lil too late
I had a great talk with a friend last night.
I managed to let out almost everything and it felt so good.
Normally, people would "lecture" me by telling me that i've made the wrong choice.
And telling me that i'll regret everything.
I just needed a listener. Just listen and let me cry. That's all!
Doesn't mean I whine and I cry, I regret everything.
There were some things he has done that you'd even wish a man would do that for you.
Sigh.

So anyways, enough of the emotional stuff. Ya know what I realized? There comes a time in life when you regret your move. Have you ever come across a situation whereby you were stuck, you don't know what to do. If you choose this path, you're afraid of not going towards the previous path. Macam gitu lah..I hate it sial!

As shitty as it is, I am feeling that way. There were alot of WHAT IFs. When Fizli broke up with me, I kinda fell for a guy. Let's call him F shall we? Okay. He just broke up and I wanted to give him time to cool down and I was there for him. I was always there but he didn't see me that way, YET. I thought maybe he'd see how good I was to him and all, something might happen. But the next thing I knew, he was attached.

And let me say, with FB, news spread like fire.
Link link link, click here there, you get the WHOLE story on what happened to that someone.
BETOL TAK?!

And I couldn't help it but look at his profile every single day. Looking at their photos together. It hurts me alot and I felt as if I had to do something bout it, was feeling super bitchy. But then again, he seems happy sia. I once told him (okay more hinting him. He was asking me who was the guy I was falling for, which was him lah. Dia tak tau), "His smile. It makes me happy just to see him smile."

So to let it off my chest, I just confessed and I don't expect him to do anything bout it now cause it was the past and he said, "Nana, I wish you would have told me earlier." And so I replied, "It wouldn't make any difference. You just saw me as a friend. I was there to console you when you broke up with ____. I hinted you on so many things that I was falling for you!"

Know what he said?
"No, things WOULD have been different."
&$%(@*$%(@%$*^))#%@#$%^&#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bodoh pe aku?!

Anyways, FOOTBALL FEVER!!!
WORLD CUP 2010!!! Guess who i'm supporting?!

BRAZIL BAYBEH!




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