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Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 11:47 PM
* You & I both know
I've always tried my best to look good and I won't deny the fact that I do care about what people think of me. I wanna look good in their eyes. I know i'm not very pleasing physically but I realize that humans nowadays, they always judge the looks first then go to their personality. Like I said to Fad just now, "If you give me Nichkhun right in front of my eyes, I won't take him. I'd run to Wooyoung."

Who are those people? 2PM punya members lah nyah! Haha.

And I won't deny that even though i'm not perfect, I still preferred a good-looking guy or atleast someone whom i'm able to atleast like the look of him. I was judgemental in that sense until I realized that I dated quite a number of cute guys but why don't I last with them and the problem lies in me. I always thought it was because I wanted them to be like my ex-boyfriend, but no. They were just boring, nothing to talk about.

I love a guy who is talkative and i'm a DEFINITE sucker for guys who can make me laugh, really!

I can not be wearing make up but he's still able to look into my eyes and tell me he loves me.
I can be having a BAD hair day but he's still able to convince me that I look beautiful.
I can be stubborn and hot-headed but he's able to control me naturally.
I can be shouting at him for a mistake he didn't do but he could still look at me and smile, accepting all of it.
I can be VERY lame and he would still laugh at my jokes. Or maybe he laughs at me?

EASY SAID, he's a guy who love me and my flaws. Ain't easy to find those nowadays. I'm lucky to have you baby. Yes, you may be naive and we often see things in a different way but we always learn to give in to one another (but ensure it's fair lah). We have different perceptions in life, different goals and life plans but you & I both know that whatever it is, we wanna go through it together.

I was watching Juno and I love this phrase...
"A mother becomes a mother when she gets pregnant but a father only becomes a father once he sees the child."
I pray it's you I spend it with.
(No, i'm not pregnant. I just dream of starting a family with him)




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